🙃 Have you ever wanted something to work out so badly that you almost can’t even see what needs to be done to make it happen?

I get a little obsessed and I change everything to focus on this, one thing that I really want to work. (The Christmas tree can just stay up for a bit longer. 😜)

Can you relate?

In 2025 here, I want to become an artist truly. Not just someone who has always done art, but actually being an artist as my job, my life, and what I do.

In addition to this, I really want a show about this. If I have learned anything in these 20 years of entrepreneurship, you need a way to build a following. You need people who care about what you are doing to make it all happen.

I’ve had a podcast before and love love love podcasting, but I want to take it a bit further with video also.

And that brings me to the nervous energy state that I am in. I am equal parts excited and equal parts scared out of my witts.

Will this all work? Will this be so draining that I wonder why I ever started?- (yes, enneagram five here, and my energy is a real thing).

And there there is this whole art world that I have not really been a part of at all. No shows, no galleries, no exhibitions, nada for my whole life of being an artist.

And then there is talent- and really, when we are talking about talent it is not a matter of just what you can do. It is what you DO, like so much practice. I have not practiced at the level that I need to practice.

That has to change.

I need so so so many more hours of just for real practice, over and over.

💫Today’s Verse:

“So teach us to number our days that we may get a heart of wisdom.”

Psalm 90:12